Expert First, Trusted After

I have been thinking a lot about the word expert lately.

It is a strange word, because most people do not become experts while looking like experts. They become experts while trying things that are half-working, while fixing something that broke for the third time, while realizing the elegant idea from yesterday does not survive contact with the real world.

That has been true for most of my life.

I have always been drawn to systems. Old computers. Software projects. Business problems. AI ideas. Robots. The little details that make something feel alive instead of just technically functional.

Lately that has shown up in a few places at once. I am building Transcendent Software full time. I am working toward CoffeeBreak as a bigger product vision. I am reviving Jibo through Open Jibo Cloud. I am thinking about websites, blogs, videos, podcasts, social posts, consulting, product work, and whether any of this can become a real engine instead of a pile of good intentions.

The funny thing is that the work itself is the clearest argument.

If I want people to trust me as someone who can help with AI systems, software modernization, automation, architecture, or technical leadership, I probably do not need to pretend I have a perfect machine already humming in the background.

I need to show the work.

Show the thinking. Show the decisions. Show the messier middle. Show the way a robot comes back to life one capability at a time. Show the way a consulting business becomes clearer by solving actual problems instead of polishing slogans. Show the way a product like CoffeeBreak emerges from real operational pain, not from chasing whatever AI headline is loudest this week.

That is the kind of confidence I trust in other people too.

Not the confidence of someone who says they have it all figured out. The confidence of someone who has been in the weeds long enough to know where the roots are.

So maybe that is the content plan for now.

Keep building. Keep writing. Keep showing the reasoning. Keep sharing the progress before it is perfectly packaged.

The expertise was built over years. The trust will probably be built one useful piece at a time.

More to come. ☕

A Season For Change

I have always been someone who appreciates the changing of the seasons.

There is something grounding about them. Spring becomes summer. Summer becomes fall. Life moves forward whether we are ready for it or not. Memorial Day, while not technically the start of summer, has long felt like the unofficial beginning of it to me. The pools open. The grills fire up. Baseball settles in. The evenings get longer. People step outside again.

This year feels like the biggest season change of my life yet.

On Friday, the sun sets on my chapter with Ticket Solutions and TFL, and a new chapter begins. It is strange to even type that after all these years. Exciting too.

As a kid, I was fascinated by technology. I remember taking apart our old tube TV after it died just to see how it worked. I took apart computers and gaming systems too, always wondering if there was some way to rebuild them into something more than they originally were.

In some ways, this moment feels a lot like that.

I built a successful career over the last couple decades. I am incredibly thankful for it. But now it is time to carefully take the pieces back apart and see if I can build them into something even bigger and more meaningful.

That does not mean slowing down.

In fact, I expect to work harder than ever.

But for the first time in a long time, all of my energy can flow into the things I truly believe in. Getting back ten or so hours a week from commuting alone feels like someone handed me part of my life back.

Some of that time will go to family. Some of it will go to friends. Some of it will go to summer evenings, BBQ smoke, baseball games, fishing trips, and sitting outside under the stars thinking about what comes next.

But a lot of it is going into building.

I want to continue growing Transcendent Software and helping companies navigate AI, automation, and smarter systems in practical ways. There is a lot of excitement in the market right now, but also a lot of confusion. It is easy to become fascinated by a machine doing magical things. The harder part is understanding where AI fits, where it does not, where humans still need to stay involved, and how the entire system works together.

That part matters.

Anyone can bolt AI onto a workflow. Building systems that are reliable, useful, and genuinely improve how people work takes much more care.

That is also a big part of why I believe so strongly in CoffeeBreak. The platform already has a solid foundation, but now it needs real-world feedback and human guidance to shape what becomes truly meaningful. I can sit in a room and build forever, but eventually the builders need the users. Even in AI, humans in the loop still matter.

Maybe now more than ever.

Then there is Open Jibo.

That project pulls at me in a different way. I genuinely want to help bring something back to people that they lost too early. Jibo was ahead of its time. The hardware may be dated now, but it is still capable of creating joy, connection, and meaningful experiences. When the original company disappeared, people lost more than a gadget. They lost something they had emotionally connected to.

I think the work being done by the Jibo Revival Group and the broader community has the potential to give some of that magic back.

And finally, how about some fun?

Summer should still be about fun.

I am looking forward to more time with family and friends. BBQ. Nature. Fishing. Baseball. Late nights outside. Long conversations. Small adventures. This year also leads into the 250th anniversary of this great nation, and I am excited to see how the weeks leading into Independence Day unfold and what kind of celebration we can put together this year.

I have a feeling it will go off with a bang.

Honestly, that is probably how I would describe this entire season of life right now.

A season for change.
A season for building.
A season for possibility.

And I could not be more excited for what comes next.

Still Building

Lately I have been thinking about how strange life can be. One chapter starts closing, and suddenly you can see the whole road behind you a little more clearly.

I have already shared that I am leaving TFL, and that has naturally pushed me into reflection. Not just on the last few years, but on more than 25 years professionally, and really close to 40 years since I first got my hands on a computer that felt like mine.

My first machine was an Epson Equity I+. Long before I had any clue where my career would go, I was already hooked. I still remember the first time my cousin and I got our computers talking over a modem from houses miles apart. At the time, it felt like magic. Then came BBS systems, early online experiences, and those first little windows into what a connected world could become.

Back then, limits were not frustrating. They were invitations.

When services charged by the email message, I remember trying to outthink the system. On Prodigy, one trick was sending mail to a dead end so it would bounce back, then sharing account credentials in chat so someone else could retrieve the returned message as a private message. Looking back, that probably told me something about myself pretty early on. I was not just interested in using systems. I wanted to understand them well enough to bend them.

Later came Windows 95 and my next computer. I really wanted a Gateway, but ended up with a Compaq Presario. That machine became a workshop. I hosted an FTP server and web server over my DSL line and built sites for local businesses. I started Compu-Doc and spent time in homes and small businesses fixing computers, setting up networks, and solving whatever problem was sitting on the desk in front of me.

That season taught me something important. I could do hardware and networking, but software was the thing that lit me up.

So I kept learning. Visual Basic. Java. C. COBOL. JCL. Oracle. College gave me the path, but curiosity supplied most of the fuel. I wanted to know how things worked, how they broke, and how they could be rebuilt better.

Then came Ticket Solutions, and the rest of the story started taking shape.

One of the most meaningful chapters was helping build what became the industry’s first real-time ticketing exchange. What makes that story more interesting to me is that I was not originally assigned to the project. At the time, I was building what we called Spinner software, which automated buying tickets on Ticketmaster. It was the wild west of online ticketing back then, long before the guardrails that exist today.

The other engineers were focused on ecommerce, POS, and the first exchange prototype. They took that prototype onsite to deploy it, and it did not work. When they got back, we regrouped and rebuilt it around ideas from chat server technology. More of a hub-and-spoke model, with clients connected to a central server through sockets so we could instantly access their databases when needed.

That system worked. We launched it. A few years later, patents followed. Then the technology and patents were sold to StubHub.

That was not the end. It was one bend in a long road.

Over the years, we built more companies, more products, and more technology. In 2009, I founded Transcendent Software, as I saw a need to help more and more businesses with interesting technology problems, and I did, but my day job kept me quite busy, so expansion was not on the table, yet. With the family of companies I worked for, we explored neural networks before that was fashionable dinner-table conversation. We worked on advanced machine learning. I spent time with genetic algorithms and optimization problems, like taking traveling salesman ideas and applying them to real-world logistics. Some bets worked. Some did not. That is the nature of building. You plant a lot of seeds, and not every one becomes a tree.

In 2013, we pursued patents around technology for analyzing social media for signs of distress in kids. We believed parents would want alerts when something seemed wrong. We invested in it, did the work, and then shut it down after research suggested parents would not pay for it. I still sometimes wonder what would have happened if we had pivoted the use case instead of walking away. But every builder has a few doors in memory that never got opened all the way.

From there came logistics, data, and scaling VeriShip with a sharper focus on data science and contract negotiation. Then a return to Ticket Solutions full-time with an emphasis on process automation. Then COVID-19. Then Ticket Solutions being acquired by TFL.

And then another reinvention.

We helped take a company in TFL with very little technology muscle and turn it into a real technology-powered business. It worked. The company grew in big ways. And now here we are, with me stepping away from that chapter too.

Crazy.

When I look back, what stands out is not just the companies, patents, exits, or titles. It is the thread running through all of it. Curiosity. Building. Adapting. Looking at a system and believing there is probably a smarter way.

That part of me has not changed since the Epson days.

So where am I headed next? I am still a builder. Still a systems thinker. Still drawn to the space where software, data, intelligence, and practical business value meet. If anything, I trust experience more now than hype. I care more about what works, what lasts, and what actually helps people move forward.

I do not know exactly what the next chapter will look like yet.

But I know this much. I am still building.

Growth Happens Before You Feel Ready

This weekend felt like one of those moments where you realize life is changing while you’re still trying to keep up with it.

My son suddenly wants to help with everything outside. Not just ride along on the mower for fun, but actually help mow the property, do weed eating, and be part of the work. We spent part of the weekend working on the land together and somewhere along the way it hit me that he’s growing. He’s starting to become capable.

That sneaks up on you.

We also spent time planting flowers, working around the property, and dealing with spring projects. I hatched a few more chicks this week too. Some made it, some didn’t. That’s just part of raising animals and living a little closer to nature. Things grow, things fail, and you keep moving forward.

Mother’s Day was good too. Family time, good weather, slowing things down for a minute. Watching everything my wife does for our family always reminds me how much growth happens quietly in the background while everyone else is focused on bigger, louder things.

At the same time, the technology world feels like it’s changing faster than ever.

Every week there’s another AI announcement, another new model, another prediction about how everything is about to change. Some of it is hype, but some of it is real. You can feel the shift happening underneath everything now.

That’s part of why I’ve been so focused lately.

CoffeeBreak is evolving quickly. My thinking around orchestration, memory, smaller expert systems, and long-term AI behavior is changing almost weekly right now. Jibo keeps improving little by little too. New versions, new features, more personality starting to come back into the system.

It feels like a lot of things are growing at once.

Some of it is exciting.
Some of it is uncertain.
Most of it is happening faster than expected.

I think that’s just life sometimes.

You make plans, and then growth changes the shape of them.

Your kids grow.
Technology changes.
Your priorities shift.
New opportunities appear before you feel fully prepared for them.

And somewhere in the middle of all of it, you realize the future isn’t some distant thing anymore.

It’s already showing up around you in small ways every day.

The trick is noticing it while it’s happening.

Working Through It

Lately I’ve been focused on making progress.

Not the kind you see in demos or announcements. The kind where you’re just trying to move things forward a little at a time. Fix something. Improve something. Keep things from drifting too far off course.

That’s been true across everything.

Work has been steady. I had a good onsite with a client. Productive, grounded, the kind of work that reminds you why experience matters. At the same time, I’ve been pushing forward on my own projects. Jibo has mostly been regression testing. Fixing things, breaking things, trying to get to a version that feels stable. Versions don’t mean much without users, but they help me stay disciplined. They give me something to work toward.

CoffeeBreak has been a different kind of work. Less visible, more foundational. Thinking through user experience, agent loops, how systems should behave over time. Not just what AI can do, but how it fits together. I find myself thinking more about structure than features. Planning for things like memory, cost, how to use smaller models effectively instead of just reaching for the biggest one available.

It’s a lot of thinking. A lot of iteration.

And then there’s everything outside of that.

We’ve been spending time as a family, which has been good. A few days off helped reset things a bit. Spring is here, so we’ve been working outside more. Planting, tending to the land, adding more chickens. It’s work, but it’s a different kind of work. Slower. More tangible.

Not all of it goes the way you want.

Today was one of those days. We lost a few baby chicks. One didn’t make it out of the shell. One probably got trampled. Another overheated. That’s just part of it, but it doesn’t make it easier. You try to do everything right, and sometimes it still doesn’t work out.

That’s nature.

I’ve still got others at different stages, more eggs in the incubator, so it’s not a loss that sets us back. But you feel it anyway.

Same with the dogs. They’re getting older. You start to see it in small ways at first, and then more clearly. It’s part of the cycle, but it’s not something you really get used to.

Mother’s Day is coming up next week. That brings its own mix of emotions. Losing my mom still feels recent, even though time keeps moving forward. At the same time, I see everything my wife does every day for our family, and it puts things in perspective.

All of it together, it’s just life.

Messy, sometimes frustrating, sometimes really good. Rarely clean or predictable.

I think that’s why I don’t get too caught up in perfect outcomes anymore.

Whether it’s building systems, raising animals, or just trying to take care of a family, progress usually looks the same.

You keep showing up. You keep adjusting. You take the wins where you can, and you learn from the rest.

And you move forward.

What Building AI Actually Feels Like Right Now

There’s a lot happening in AI right now.

Every week there’s something new. Smarter models, faster responses, better benchmarks. If you just follow the headlines, it feels like everything is accelerating perfectly.

But building with it feels different.

It reminds me a little of when I first started working with computers. Back then, nothing was polished. You didn’t just install something and expect it to work. You had to figure things out, piece by piece. Manuals, trial and error, late nights. When something finally worked, it wasn’t because the system was perfect. It was because you understood it enough to make it work.

That’s where AI feels like it is right now.

I’ve been spending time bringing Jibo back to life. It’s been fun, a little nostalgic, but also a reality check. When you move from demos to something that lives in the real world, everything changes. Timing matters. Context matters. Small failures stand out. Things don’t just need to work once, they need to keep working.

And that’s where things start to break down.

Not because the AI isn’t good. It’s actually impressive. But because everything around it is still rough. Getting systems to talk to each other, keeping them aligned, knowing when to step in as a human. That part is still messy.

It’s kind of like working in an old shop. You’ve got great tools, but they’re scattered everywhere. Some are new, some are worn down, some don’t quite fit together. You can build something solid, but only if you know how to use them together.

That’s the part people don’t see in the demos.

The demos are clean. Controlled. One path, one outcome.

Real life is not like that.

Real life is interruptions, edge cases, things that almost work, things that work until they don’t.

That’s what building AI actually feels like right now.

And honestly, that’s what makes it interesting.

Because this isn’t the end state. This is the phase where things start to become real. Where the difference isn’t just who has the best model, but who can actually make it useful.

That’s the part I keep coming back to.

Not just what AI can do, but how it fits into real life. How it works with people. How it holds up over time.

That’s where the work is.

And it’s also where the opportunity is. ☕

Mowing, Momentum, and Building Something That Works

I spent a good part of yesterday on the mower.

Fifteen acres gives you a lot of time to think.

I had a podcast going the whole time, listening to everything happening in AI right now. Models, agents, orchestration, tools, memory, workflows. It’s all moving fast.

Really fast.

And I’ll be honest, as I listen to it all, there’s a part of me that feels it.

A lot of the ideas I’ve been working toward are showing up.

Multi-agent systems.
Orchestration layers.
Different runtimes.
Memory strategies.
Security and governance conversations starting to take shape.

The big players are moving in that direction.

And they can move faster than I can.

More people.
More resources.
More reach.

That can get in your head if you let it.

But sitting out there on the mower, going back and forth across the same lines, I kept coming back to something simple.

There’s a difference between building something fast…

…and building something that actually works.

Not in a demo.
Not in a video.
In real use.

Something that produces useful output.
Something that guides you.
Something that doesn’t leave you wondering what to do next.

That takes a different kind of effort.

It’s not just features.
It’s not just capability.

It’s how it all comes together.

I get why companies move fast and figure they’ll clean it up later.

They probably can.

But that’s not how I’m wired.

I want something that feels right when you use it.

Something that makes sense.
Something that helps, not just impresses.

That means spending more time on the details.

On the flow.
On the foundation.

It might take longer.

But I believe that’s where the real value is.

So yeah, things are moving fast right now.

But I’m still focused on building something that works.

And getting it into people’s hands soon. ☕

Easter, Time, and What Actually Matters

As I sit here on Easter reflecting on the day, a few things are on my mind.

For me, Easter is about faith. About resurrection. About the idea that something new can come from what felt finished.

But even outside of that, there’s something about this time of year that everyone can feel.

Spring. Growth. New life.

And time.

Time is the part that keeps hitting me.

My son is three and a half now.

I can still remember when he was born like it was yesterday, and now he’s running around the yard, talking, laughing, figuring things out in his own way.

My mom passed away last year.

My dad passed when I was 18. He was 50.

I’m 48 now.

That gets your attention.

It makes you look at things differently.

Today was a simple day.

We had family over for Easter lunch.
We went out in the field and flew kites.
We walked around the chickens and the garden and talked about what might grow this year.

Earlier in the day I took a walk with my wife and son and the dog out in the field.

Nothing big. Nothing complicated.

But those moments stick.

They feel different.

At the same time, life keeps moving.

I’m building CoffeeBreak.
Working with clients.
Still at TFL.
Fixing things when they break.
Working on bringing Jibo back to life.

A lot going on.

And somewhere in all of that is a simple thought that keeps coming back.

I want more of those moments.

More time in the field.
More walks.
More afternoons that don’t feel rushed.

That doesn’t happen by accident.

It means making changes.

It means deciding what matters and actually acting on it.

In a way, that ties back to what I’ve been building.

So much of what we do in technology is about speed. More output. More systems. More everything.

But if it doesn’t create space for the things that actually matter, what are we really optimizing for?

That’s been on my mind today.

Easter is a reminder that things can change. That new life, new direction, new priorities are always possible.

I’m thinking about what that looks like for me.

Not someday.

Soon. ☕

Restoring Understanding

I’ve mentioned before that my first computer was an Epson Equity I+. I got it in 1987 and, unfortunately, got rid of it in the early 2000s. That decision has haunted me ever since.

Well, until recently, when I acquired one and started restoring it.

The restoration has brought back a flood of memories. I can feel the understanding growing every day, like a ten-year-old learning his first computer. Everything is new and fascinating. There’s a race to learn, to explore, to figure it all out.

As I dig into it, I’m constantly amazed. I can almost see the problems through the engineers’ eyes as they designed the hardware and software. There’s simplicity inside the complexity. When something doesn’t work, there aren’t ten layers of abstraction hiding the answer.

You can reason about it end to end.

That experience has been oddly grounding.

Modern systems are incredible, but they’re also opaque. We stack frameworks on platforms on services until even experienced builders rely more on trust than understanding. When something breaks, we hunt symptoms instead of causes.

Restoring this machine reminds me what it feels like to know a system again.
To see how choices connect.
To feel confident not because something is new, but because it’s clear.

That mindset has been showing up in how I think about CoffeeBreak.

AI tools are powerful. The progress is real.
But power without understanding doesn’t eliminate work. It just moves it around. Often onto people, quietly.

Unlike this restoration, with CoffeeBreak I’m not trying to build something nostalgic.
I’m trying to build something coherent.

There’s a quiet confidence that comes from knowing how a system works all the way through.

That’s the feeling I’m chasing, whether I’m restoring an old computer or building something new.

Letting People See the Work Before It’s Finished

There’s a moment in building something where you have to decide who you’re optimizing for.

Early on, it’s just you. Then maybe a small set of ideas, sketches, or prototypes. Eventually, you reach a point where the work is real enough that keeping it completely private starts to hurt more than it helps.

I think I’m at that point now.

The Tension Between Polish and Learning

There’s a strong pull to wait until something feels “done” before letting anyone see it. Polished. Documented. Fully formed.

The problem is that polish often hides the most important feedback.

What I care about right now isn’t applause or adoption. It’s learning. I want to know where people pause, what they misunderstand, and which assumptions don’t survive first contact with reality.

That kind of insight doesn’t come from dashboards or signups. It comes from thoughtful eyes on unfinished work.

Choosing Who Gets to Look

I’m not interested in opening the floodgates yet. Early feedback shapes products, whether you want it to or not, and I’m being intentional about who helps shape this one.

Peers. Builders. People who understand tradeoffs. People who are comfortable saying, “This part feels off,” instead of just asking for features.

That’s who I want looking right now.

Comfortable, Not Rushed

Letting people see something before it’s ready isn’t about being early. It’s about being honest about where the work actually is.

I’m comfortable with people looking. I’m comfortable with it being incomplete. I’m comfortable saying, “This is close, but not finished.”

What I’m not interested in is rushing past that phase just to say it’s launched.

There will be a time to open the door wider. I’m not there yet.

But I’m close enough now that letting people see the shape of it feels like the right next step.